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Name: EmmJae <3
Birthday: 9/20/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: <3 *Chris Lu *best friends *late night phonecalls *no-sleep marathons *purple things *red nail polish *chocolate *adrenaline rushes *dark eyeliner *giggling *twizzlers *neons *shiny things *sparkles *long walks on the beach *singing in the shower { and knowing i'm awful :) } *rollercoasters *sunsets *spring *flowers *cars *music *smiles *ice cream *polar bears *snowflakes *teddy bears *taking back sunday *trucker hats *puppy's *stars *yellow things *anything that makes me smile <3
Expertise: *<3 the ataris* yellowcard* the used* taking back sunday* a perfect circle* rufio* mushroomhead* trapt* dashboard confessional* matchbook romance* my chemical romance* coheed & cambria* keepsake* the googoo dolls* unwritten law* counting crows* jimmy eat world* velvet revolver* finch* running from dharma* hawthorne heights* sugarcult* story of the year* blindside* afi* greenday* collective soul* nirvanna* default* deadsy* deep blue something* the verve* incubus* lifehouse* kittie* nothingface* orgy* adema* seether* semisonic* evanesence* saves the day* pearl jam* slipknot* the white stripes* third eye blind* three days grace* train* usher* alicia keys* lil flip* twista* ja rule* ludacris* nelly* eminem* D12* ashanti* <3*
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AIM:  FaLLeN StaR x0x0
Member Since:
12/3/2003
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| Dear Xanga,
Nobody likes you anymore.
I'm sorry. 
Love, EmmJae x0x0
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| Chris's mom = classic.
"And when he came downstairs, he had this turban over his head...but i was thinking, 'Thank god he had the cornrows covered!!'"
hahahahaha...the "turban" she is referencing = a bandana Josh was wearing...lol.
Hysterical moments in the Lu house. 
<3 I Love You Chris!!!
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| i was just xanga hopping, and i read the best line i've ever heard.
"Sometimes, your heart needs to be broken to be molded into it's true shape."
Wow, that's strong.
So true.
I love you Chris Lu =). You're amazing, and i adore you more ever second!! 
I HAVE A COUGAR! lol.
Finally, a new car!! Woot!!
College = frying the few brain cells i had left. 
I miss my girls...call me sometime =)
Hope everyones Easter goes well.
Welp, i'm off to study my brain out for this stupid respiratory therapy exam tomorrow.
So many tests!!
1 month to go until externship!!!
About 2 months until I graduate...and get my amazing career 
<3 I Love You Chris Lu!!
<3 EmmJae
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| i can't tell you how much this breaks my heart...
i love you aunt esther...
you'll be missed SOO much...
<3 i love you chris...thx for being there for me...
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| Wow...this past week has been so emotional...
My aunt was diagnosed with cancer two months ago. I guess I sorta convinced myself she would just get better...(hah, crazy, huh? I'm gonna be a nurse, i know what this crap does inside and out, and i still managed to convince myself she'd be okay...because she's my favorite aunt...and i guess for some reason i figured she was an exception...) So this morning my grandma called my mom and told her they put my aunt on life support.
I don't like the idea of life support. All it does is prolong the inevitable. It's sitting around, watching someone die. She's in so much pain, and they're making it worse by hooking her up to a million stupid machines that do everything for her but take her pain away. I feel terrible. It's so unfair. She has to be one of the strongest people i know, and in the past week i've watched her crumble, and become the weakest person I know.
Up until today, i was sooo deep in denial, thinking, "it's alright...she'll be fine...it'll all just go away, get better..." and then today when I talked to my grandma about it it kinda hit me that she's not gonna be around to see Easter.
I prayed so hard today for her pain to end...im not sure if that's right or not, because I want her around forever, but I don't want her to suffer anymore...
I'll stop whining now.
Thanks to all my amazing friends...you guys mean to much to me...I really appreciate all the smiles you bring every day. 
((Noel: Yo yo, my knee-grow! You are my dog for life. haha...love you girlfrand. Gotta love the whiteness! ))
I love you Aunt Esther.  .
God bless you...
//*Edit*\\
Something to lighten this depressing entry up:
Chris and I have been together for almost a year... wowzers!! February 9th = 11 months. Yay!! I love you sweetpea!!!
x0x0 EmmJae <3 | | |
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